Change is scary. There I was, a week or so ago saying I was an optimist and didn't worry about the future! Ha ha. Insert cliche about pride here.

Here's the thing about marriage: the two become one. But what happens when you want two different things? That seems to be a common theme in my relationship with Bryan. One or the other is constantly giving up something. And now it's my turn, and as much as I love Bryan, it's still hard. Don't get me wrong- I'm going to follow through and support his dream, but right now I'm balking at the sacrifice. And I can do this, I just need the Lord to give me courage when I'm weak.

Speaking of sacrifice, Bryan compromised and is letting us get a puppy!! This weekend!!!! On Sunday, we're driving to Joplin to pick up Valentino (Tino for short) Baucom. I think little Tino and I are going to be spending a lot of time together! Meaning we're going to be inseparable.

Have a nice Monday.